It's been sooo long that i've written in this blog. So, today, i want to write about what have happened on 21st of March. It't the moment of truth where we can know that what we have learnt during 11 years and the hard work paid off or not. Me? I think I actually veryyy veryyy grateful to Allah because He gave me something that I don't deserve to have it. Ya Allah, after all this year of, Alhamdullilah, it's somewhat can make both my parents proud and finally I can see the happiness in their face. I know they've spent too much money on me just to see me happy and they sacrifice many things just to make me felt like I am a princess. So, now it's time for me to make them smile and proud to have a daughter like me. It's such a burdensome for me because my brother pass his SPM with flying colors and already further his studies overseas. So, people around my family already saying that I'll be follow my bro's footsteps. You know that feelings? The feelings that there is something heavy on your shoulder, and the feelings that saying 'you'll be total loser if you fail this'. I know some people know that feelings. Therefore, i've tried really hard to beat him, but yeah. It's just one level below him, but still, im proud of myself to have my results. But, now im wandering around open this and that website just because I want to further my studies in medical field. But one senior that I know said that JPA no longer taking medic students, so that's why she told me, she doesn't have any junior in this field. MARA?! hmm, i really disappointed because everything related to medic want at least A- in add math. And I feel sooo depressed seeing this thing. So now i know why additional mathematics is really hard and important. Because of that. But that senior said, that medic and add math have nothing relate to each other. Why o whyyy? What I'm gonna do for this? I really want to be in medical field. Not just because of my parents, but I'm really curious and excited just at the thought of being doctor. Yeah, I hope, there's a way for it.

Insyaallah, always believe in Allah :)